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a poem – from John 19:26-27

Jesus, the Holy One, God’s only Son,

It had all been done, but not yet complete.

Not enthroned with the Father, on His mercy seat

But still hanging, what seemed like defeat, blood pumping pain through his body with every beat.

As each breath comes as painful sigh, out of the corner of his eye he sees…Mother.

Not like any other, so much more than a brother, because family had become more.

More than names, and DNA pumping through veins

More than strained awkward moments of gathering at holiday tables

More than Cain and Abel, or filling empty stables

 Because “Family”, Jesus said, shares more than a home – they share God

So even though it seems odd to not give the nod to those who share a name, Mary doesn’t complain

Because she’s come to believe, started to realize and see with new eyes

That God has a pretty big picture in mind, and it doesn’t even stop at human-kind

But for all of creation, the offer of “NEW”

So much bigger than fitting into the hearts of me and you

But not so big that he overlooks the least – the bullied, the voiceless, the powerless and freaks

The orphans and widows, are for whom his heart still beats, and so he reaches out again

In love to a friend

But so much more than a friendly other, a beloved brother, and introduces them for the first time

as Son and mother.

Saying much more than words in one simple introduction, like an induction to a new way of living

a way of giving up what we thought we knew for something capital “T” for True

And upon further review we hear something for us to do too.

 You see our painful lives tend to blur those around, like headphones, shutting out the sound and letting us drown in oceans of self absorption, and having our portion, we’re content to pray for our needs

 But even as he bleeds, the God-man leads us to old ways made new, challenging us to change our view and have hearts transformed, to let go of the norm.

To shed our obsession with self, and see with God’s eyes, and to be surprised by the people and things

Right outside our door, way outside our walls, or maybe. Even. Inside.

 So what happens when we let go of self, and reduce our emphasis on wealth or even health

Because true health won’t come from drugs and regiments to follow,

not having more surgeries or more pills to swallow

And true family doesn’t happen simply by being born

As we look out on a procreating nation, still torn

Truth only comes as we fix our eyes on Christ. And allow the author and perfecter of our lives

To speak His words that cause mountains to move, and holding palms open, having nothing to prove

To the King of All, to follow his way,

and like those who were near heard him say, as he was crucified on that day,

Words that came as a flood of love to obey

And living this way without caution, this situation offered no other option,

than the first Christ-centered adoption.

As new mother and new son saw each other and smiled

They realized they were both actually his child…

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five minute friday: broken

Here we go again with another “Five Minute Friday” post!  To learn more about “Five Minute Friday” (FMF), check out the linked image here.  Basically, each week there’s a word given for you to write about.  You start writing, no back-tracking, editing, etc.  At the end of 5 minutes, you stop.  Then you post it, and share in the community of words that were birthed during these 24-ish hours.  It’s cool stuff.
So here’s this week’s response to the word: “broken”.

I try to help them make sense of it, but I’m limited in my abilities.   There will come a day when the full force of the world’s brokenness is made known to them in a painful way.  A way I never could have prevented.  I try to wrap them in so much of God’s healing movement, that if and when that should ever happen – their very nature is to know how to respond with God.

I forget about it even being an issue, but then something simple happens.  They learn a new word.  One we don’t really say in our home.  As soon as I hear it, I’m reminded – I’m not in control of what they experience in this world.  And this…this is a broken world.  A place where even the people of God are torn to pieces by issues blasted all over social media – during the very week dedicated to celebrating the fact that GOD DIED for us, and experienced the RESURRECTION ahead of all things, becoming our link to New Creation and giving us a place before the throne.

God has begun a movement.  A movement of making our world unbroken.  It’s so much more than Him wanting to burrow a place into our hearts, and making sure we love him more than _______.   It’s about transforming hearts and minds, freeing prisoners and announcing a new way of living has been made possible.  A way that’s changing the cosmos.  The way of new creation.

So for now, I train them one skinned knee (or rug-burned tummy, as it was this week from sliding down a staircase) at a time.  Yes, I’m sorry that hurts – let’s pray together that God would bring comfort.  The pain will change as they grow older.  The response will not.  We will wrap our identity as a family around God bringing healing to our world – so that when the world’s “broken” hits closer to home they have a knee-jerk response of New Creation…

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preparing for Easter by remembering…


I remember standing in a room where they believe the “last supper” took place. I was about 16 years old, and visiting Israel with a group of adults from our church. Who knows if it was actually the room, or if somewhere an entire descended line continues to laugh for telling early Christians this playroom for children was once used for a final supper with Christ and His disciples. (the ultimate April fools joke?)

In either case, that moment among many of that trip – made Christ physical to me. Reminded me He was more than just a spiritual being, or a concept, or collection of fuzzy stories we tell to put children to sleep or get them to behave. Christ walked this earth. Jesus was. God came in the form of something created. Humble, human, prone to hungers and suffering.

He knew something huge was going to happen. That the next few days would transform all of humanity (history, present, and future), and all of creation through it. So he gathers them all into a room, washes their feet, talks with them about what God is doing, and breaks bread with them – communicating His Love for them the entire time…even to Judas.

Tonight we’re hosting a “Seder Dinner” at the church, for some families with children and teenagers.  I was able to help write a guide for all the families to use.  It’s really condensed, and different from traditional Seder guides, specifically because it points to Jesus.  But one thing compiling it did for me, was remind me of the importance of passing on our stories to the generations that follow us.  That’s why they had specific things symbolizing specific stories throughout the Passover meal – so that they would remember together.  That gathering together, they would piece together the stories of how God had brought His people through so much. That together they would gaze into the future faithfulness of God.  I think for future Seder dinners, I may add

Maybe you’re also celebrating the Passover meal tonight, as our story has joined the people of God living as slaves in Egypt.  Just as they were freed from slavery, so are we made free from being slaves to sin and self.  But even if a Seder dinner isn’t on your meal-plan this week – try to work in stories around the dinner table.  Stories of how God has been at work in your life, and the life of your family.  Tell them in a way that captures the imagination and hearts of your children.  Don’t feel like you have a particularly engaging story?  Grab a Bible.  Those are OUR stories.  Remind your children of the Jesus that died for them…prepare to celebrate the resurrected Christ…:)