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beautiful &limited

Addie drew this picture of her dad and mom a few days ago. Notice how we both have “Elmo” noses. If you didn’t know me or my wife, and someone showed you this picture – telling you a 3 year old had drawn it – you probably wouldn’t actually imagine we looked like this. Is it because my daughter is a horrible artist? Nope.

But my daughters ability to create with 2 simple crayons, doesn’t match up to the reality seen with human eyes. Heck, even a 2 dimensional product of Kodak couldn’t capture all that meeting my wife in person contains. But Addie was simply trying to capture as much as she was capable….how she sees mommy and daddy.

We are proud of her. We accept her token of love with a genuine and large smile. We hug her, and we find a magnet to display her artwork on the fridge.

But we do not look like this. 🙂

During the Lent season, we find ourselves contemplating, praying, and discussing our limits as humans. The fact that our bodies are weak, frail, fragile, and prone to sicknesses and ultimately death. But there are far more limitations than we are able to list in 40 days (itself a limitation…get it? 🙂 ).

Included in these, is the limitation of containing God or even things of God fully in words or descriptions. Listening to Professor Mulholland, of Asbury Seminary on his lectures on the book of Revelation specifically.

In the book of Revelation especially, and several other places in scriptures where we find someone experiencing something of God, or a vision from God…and then trying to describe it to us. We’re given pictures, word images, descriptive scenery that inspires either things like hope and beauty, or ugliness and destruction. These scenes can be compared to the artwork posted above. Like children attempting to capture the image of their parents with a single crayon – so too we attempt to describe a glimpse of God using our limited human resources.

But does it discourage my daughter to know that her picture and daddy don’t exactly look very much the same? Not at all. She’d do it all over again, and will most likely over and over again throughout her childhood.

May our enthusiasm and desire to describe, worship, and illustrate our love for God in new ways, even conscious as we may be in our limited-ness…be of the same stream.

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populated prayer…

Starting this past November, we’ve been encouraged to choose at least one day each month where we spend the entire “work day” in prayer of some sort. In December, I spent my day at Allerton Park in Monticello. In January, I spent my day walking around Durley Campground in Greenville, IL…praying for the teens of our conference, and for the event FROSTBITE 2010, taking place there that weekend.

So here we are in February, and I’ve chosen to spend my prayer day surrounded by people. I couldn’t do this in Decatur, as there’d be too many people I might accidentally know and be tempted to spend large amounts of time in conversation. Not that I’m against conversing with someone near me if they begin one.

Like the conversation I’ve just had with the older couple next to me. Jim and his wife are visiting from Peoria, for an auction nearby on President Lincoln memorabilia. We talked briefly about Lent, and they were surprised to hear I’d celebrated Ash Wednesday with our youth. Jim told the following story about temptation:

“There once was a man who’d given up coffee cake for Lent. He loooooved his coffee cake. So much so, he prayed one morning, “God, I know I’ve given up coffee cake, but if the bakery I pass on the way to work has an empty parking spot, I’ll know it’s you giving me permission to eat it today.” So he got into his car, and headed to work. It took about 9 times around the block, but he eventually found an open spot.” 🙂

Jim’s wife talked a bit about a program they’re helping sponsor to encourage young people in Peoria to become active citizens. Jim talked about reading the obituary page every day, noticing how many people claim a church where they worship; then rambled a bit about this “Lunatic Obama” who claims we’re a secular culture. 🙂

I love people. I will pray among them today, and hopefully talk with a few more. 🙂