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donuts from Jesus

I was able to take a friend out for lunch recently who has visited our church for many years. He is still exploring faith and has some intellectual disability, causing him to ask many of the same questions as a 7-year-old. It can be frustrating at times but also incredibly wonder-filled. We went out to a Mexican restaurant, where he ordered a burger and French fries. He was laughing about how funny it was to order a cheeseburger at a Mexican restaurant. He smiled big when the food came and laughed when the waiter brought him a refill of his Pepsi, committing to drink it all or take it home in a “to-go” cup.

As we sat and ate, conversation wandered all over the map. We talked about things of great and little significance, and I shared scriptures with him about the love and authority of God in his life. He has a lot of questions about spiritual powers and the forces at work behind what we can see. I continue to invite him to know Jesus in a relationship and to walk in the light God provides still today by His Spirit. We agreed that many things in this world are confusing.

I asked him what other things in this world are confusing, and in the midst of his response he mentioned “donut boxes”. “They’re so hard to put together. They’re flat, but you’re supposed to put donuts in them. I just don’t even try.” It was a humbling reminder for me of the simple things we take for granted. I pointed out there was a Meijer right across the street, and I’d be happy to take him over there and do a quick lesson on donut-box-assembly. He smiled big again, and agreed that would be a great use of our time together.

We slowly assembled a good 6 or 7 boxes, putting them up on the donut case afterward for other people to use (hopefully). Then I asked if he’d like some donuts. His eyes got big for a moment, but then he responded calmly, “No that’s okay. You bought me lunch already, and that’s enough.” I told him, “Well, this time it’s not me. Jesus wants to buy you the donuts, He just wants to buy them through me.”

He chuckled a bit. “Jesus doesn’t have any money.” I explained to him my belief, all resources belong to God. God can use anything, big or small, to accomplish His purposes, and in this case it meant getting him some donuts. He reluctantly agreed to let Jesus buy him some donuts. He picked a couple apple fritters, a chocolate glazed, and a cinnamon donut.

I scanned the barcode. It was $3.95. Without thinking, I entered my phone number for the “Meijer Perks”, because I do it whenever we shop there. Immediately the screen popped up: “You have $4 in your Meijer Perks Account. Would you like to use it now?”

Even my eyes grew big this time. We hardly ever shop at Meijer, because it’s on the other side of town. I looked at my friend to make sure he noticed what was happening. “Do you see? Not only did Jesus want to buy you donuts, but He wanted you to know it was Him…not me.” He couldn’t believe it either, and we both walked out feeling like God had offered us a wink in the form of a donut. He sees us, and cares about our day – even the seemingly insigificant moments.

I don’t think my friend is ready to put his entire life into the hands of Jesus yet, but it was a fun memory to be a part of. It’s one more moment nurturing the seeds of faith. May we all look for more moments of joining (or becoming aware of) the Love of Jesus. His Love is working even now, to draw us all into greater awareness if we’re willing to take notice…

“I have loved you with an everlasting love;
therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you.” Jeremiah 31:3

Posted in Different Scriptures

from the furnace…

(Read Daniel 3:24-30 first)

Whew. Even though we knew what was going to happen, it’s such a relief to arrive at this point in the story. Notice how often all 3 names of the men are used (Babylonian names that give credit to false gods, instead of their Elohim-honoring Hebrew names). As Israel passes on the story, they’re remembering the names (and truths) Babylon attempted and failed to declare. It’s a reminder to God’s people living in exile across all time – the faithfulness and authority of Elohim remains, even when Babylon seems to have renamed reality.

The passage begins with Nebuchadnezzar being astonished/alarmed, and rising up quickly. He asks for confirmation of reality, because what he sees does not match what he knows to be true.

When’s the last time what you perceived did not match what you knew to be true?

Often what we know to be true is due to the perceptions we’re used to using. We build our conceptions of reality based on what we can see, hear, and sense. We base our expectations off what we’ve experienced previously.

Because of that, it’s so important to exercise our imagination with God regularly. We are Kingdom citizens who know Jesus is on the throne already. We know Love is the language of this new Kingdom, and forgiveness is possible because of how we’ve each been forgiven. But so often we forget these realities, because of what we see and hear and perceive as reality in the world around us. So we meet regularly for worship and the Word each week. We draw together during the week in relationship and prayer, to encourage one another. We need these moments of being formed in the unseen realities of the Kingdom becoming visible through us.

God’s realities are being revealed as Nebuchadnezzar looks into the furnace. This is often the purpose of God doing something miraculous like this. Not to preserve the lives of these 3 young men indefinitely. Eventually, they all end up dying. We’re not even sure what happens beyond these moments. But in these moments, all Israel is given a vision they needed to see in the midst of their exile (or return from it). Every miracle (including the miracle of being the body of Jesus as the local church) is a window through which we glimpse the realities of God’s Kingdom. Every miracle is an apocalypse (literal meaning: an uncovering, a revealing).

I want us to focus on a few particular things, as God gives us here an apocalypse, a window into His Kingdom realities through this passage…

  1. There were four men. Nebuchadnezzar asks for confirmation – “We threw 3 guys in there, right?” He sees four men, and the fourth he describes with words that mean “he looks like a divine being”. Some believe maybe this was Jesus who came physically even before he was born to Mary. Others believe it was an angel. No matter who, it was the presence of God with these 3, and in a way that was embodied. The Kingdom of God is revealed as physically and relationally present in suffering.
    Surely, they would have been happy just to not be burned alive. They would have known God’s protection was with them. But the way of God’s Kingdom is to be physically with those in suffering. As a church, it’s good and responsible stewardship for us to send financial support to organizations that do good to alleviate suffering in our community and world. But it’s the way of the Kingdom for us to go out into the lives of our neighbors, and join them in their moments and areas of suffering as the embodied presence of Jesus.

2. They were unbound – even in the fire.
In verse 21, they bound the men. Once again, I’m sure the men would have been incredibly happy simply to not die in the fire. But God desires to go a step further here, revealing something important about the ways of His Kingdom: Sometimes instead of delivering us from the fire, God delivers us in the midst of the fire.
Remember the story of Jesus on the boat with His disciples? Matthew 8:24b says, “But Jesus was sleeping.” In a panic, they woke Him up afraid they were all going to drown. It’s true, Jesus could have helped them avoid the storm in the first place. Just like He could have healed Lazarus before He even died. But for whatever the reason, sometimes God brings His peaceful presence through us right in the midst of the suffering and storms. You may be living in a situation, or experiencing a furnace that cannot be changed right now, or that you cannot see a way out of. My prayer is that even now you would find comfort, knowing God can bring you freedom even in the midst of the furnace.
I can’t explain the mind of God, but I do know that if God always rescued us from having to be in storms, or be in fires, or experience death….we might continue to fear these things as if they were something that held power. Which leads to our 3rd point.

3. The fires of Babylon had no power over them.
It’s interesting the story doesn’t just say “they weren’t burned”. It doesn’t say they weren’t hurt, or stop with saying “they were saved from the powerful fire”. It very intentionally uses the phrase “the fire had not any power over the bodies of those men”.
As with many stories in scripture, this is not prescriptive, but it is descriptive. It’s telling us a story about this particular situation, where a miracle occurred in order to reveal something important about the ways of the Kingdom. The revelation here is that even the dangerous forces of the empire have no actual power or authority over someone who is set apart for God’s purposes.
This does NOT mean you will not get burned! That’s what we mean by being “descriptive”. It’s describing this particular story, where a window was opened to see how the Kingdom works. God’s authority is more powerful than anything the forces of empire might attempt.
Last week I smoked pork chops. Even smoking pork chops, when I came inside I smelled wonderfully like smoked meat. After washing my hands, that night I remember smelling it on my arms before going to sleep. It seems a bit unnecessary for God to keep these men from even smelling like they’d been in the fire. So why include that detail? Why go to that great length?

There’s no secret Ancient Near East meaning for the smell of fire, and there’s nothing obvious theologians agree on here. But it does show us the extent of God’s power in ways that might speak to something we’re aware of today – the impact of suffering. Sometimes referred to as “trauma”, even if we survive a difficult moment these days, it stays with us in ways we are still learning to understand. The power and authority of God revealed in these moments show us He is even able to deliver us from any ongoing impact of these furnace moments of life. What furnaces have you gone through in your past, where the smell of that fire hangs with you? It’s no longer an active presence of a threat, and yet you continue to walk around as if the fire remains. Allow the truth of scripture today to invite healing, or even the hope of healing. God is not only able to deliver us from the furnace, but from any impact the furnaces of our lives have left on us.

Nebuchadnezzar makes a decree including, “There is no other god who is able to deliver/rescue/save in this way.” This is a defining nature of God, revealed with the same root word back in Exodus 3:8. In those moments, God reveals His desires for the people of Israel in ways that echo through the rest of scripture. “I have come down to deliver them from (sources of enslavement) and to bring them up out of that land to a good and spacious land, to a land flowing with milk and honey.”

God not only desires deliverance for you, but He has provided that deliverance. Not only from the furnace, but into His New Creation Life. By His Spirit, He transforms us as a community into a place/people where others might discover that same deliverance. A place where God becomes physically present with us and through us. A place where we become “unbound”, even in the fire. A place where we’re reminded – there is nothing with power or authority over us, but God himself.

Will you allow God to set you free? Jesus invites us to step forward into His freedom…

Posted in Different Scriptures, Different Thoughts

A Gathering of Thunder…

(Warning: Spoiler Alerts from the movie “Thunderbolts”. Do not read unless you’re okay with that.)

Confession: I enjoy Marvel movies. I grew up with the X-Men, and superheroes in general were always fun to keep up with. I don’t know them nearly as well as those who are well-versed in the comics. But I’m familiar enough to enjoy keeping up with the new movies. I also believe imagination and the arts are an important part of our prayer and spiritual life, so I’m always encouraging our girls to pay attention to where Kingdom Truths are being revealed or expressed in culture.

With all of this in mind, I thoroughly enjoyed the movie “Thunderbolts*” recently. If you’re a Marvel purist, you may not enjoy this post. But if you’re open to it, I believe the movie illustrates beautifully some important Kingdom truths, especially as we experience them in our present cultural deficits.

  1. Emotional Health is real, and a real need even (and especially) for Christians. In her role as a pastor, my wife is leading a group through the book “Emotionally Healthy Spirituality“. It has been a blessing to share the journey with her and others. Toward the beginning, Yelena shares advice with Bob to “stuff it down deep” to his question of what to do with the “emptiness”. An emotionally healthy person can be aware and respond authentically with self-regulation even to unpleasant emotions. Pretending everything is fine and peace exists, when there are real challenges or biological alerts that something is not okay, denies a major part of who God has created us to be. As we see toward the end of the movie, this creates a “shadow self” which is not our real and authentic self. We become focused more on controlling and manipulating both ourself and others without recognizing the humanity of anyone. In fact, (as illustrated poignantly in the “Dark Sentry” moments) we “dehumanize” others, displacing their authentic self, consuming them for our purposes in ways that leave them as isolated as we were feeling in the first place. As we do this, the darkness we thought we had “dealt with” grows – no longer within us, but demanding space out in the reality we exist in. Such a dehumanizing darkness continues to cause isolation, both within us from our true selves, but also between us and others (especially the most “otherly” of others), and between us and God.
  2. Our Goals are Dis-ordered. We see a collection of “dis-ordered” goals, in Ox Corp’s attempt to create the most powerful “super-soldier”, called “The Sentry”. He would be male, obviously, and have no weaknesses or limitations. So many of these same goals can be found woven through our society, especially as seen in our pursuit and use of technological advances. Andy Crouch does a great job highlighting these pursuits in what he calls “the Magic”. The goal is to maximize productivity (profit/power/etc.) with minimal effort, and disregarding the human/environmental costs. We want to be as close to being “a god” as possible. We want to know everything, transcend every limit, and make anything we need or want accessible instantly (instant gratification). We want to be omnidesirable (I made up this word, but we want to be in a perpetual state of “camera ready” without vulnerable flaws or imperfections.), omniscient (have access to all knowledge in our pockets), and omnipresent (having internet capabilities connecting the globe wirelessly). We want to defend our ability to have and be these things so strongly, anyone who seems to stand in our way is no longer a person but an object – an obstacle to be removed in our pursuits. Jonathan Haidt has a bestselling book about how this cycle of anxious pursuit is unsustainable and dis-integrating. At several points in the movie, we hear a voice of reason questioning these goals being pursued without regard for the persons involved. Mel, who is Valentina’s assistant tries to point out the risks involved in offering limitless expectations to someone who is emotionally wounded, or at best very undeveloped. By offering all these divine-like promises of our culture to every child as young as they’re able to hold a screen/device – perhaps we’re doing the exact same thing?
  3. Healing comes in authentic relationship/community. Many books and podcasts are finally announcing what the research has been long showing us – to quote John Donne, “No man is an island.” I’ve loved the research being done by leaders like Dr. Curt Thompson, and the writing of Dr. Jim Wilder in areas of interpersonal neurobiology. There is so much healing available to us when we purposefully pursue vulnerability in committed community with a small group of others. We’ve “discovered” what God revealed in scripture long ago – we are made in the image of a Triune God who literally IS relationship (and invites us to exist within that relationship), revealed in Jesus Christ. We cannot exist in healthy or redemptive ways in our isolation, or in the false versions of community most of us settle for provided by social media. “Media” means “in the middle”, and so we’re reminded that a “mediated presence” through technology is not an embodied presence. It can be a helpful tool at times, but should never be seen as anything more than a supplement or liminal space to actual in-person relationships wherever possible. When God wanted to invite us back into restored relationship with Him, He was not content to send a message to us, or even appear in the clouds. He came in the flesh, walked among us, and invites us to “become His body” by the power of the Holy Spirit still today. This is what every local church seeks to be, as our specific/temporal expression of the Church across all time and space. This is our hopeful and redemptive path of response to all the “darkness/isolation” caused by turning away from God in the first place (see Genesis 3).

Just as Yelena was encouraged, we are those who “shine the light” in response to darkness (John 1:5). We do not attempt to do this on our own, but together with others. We live in this direction humbly, confessing our faults to each other, and being loved/restored each time – as we grow in the direction of more readily being those with strong attachments to our God who is Love. This will take grace, in every direction. This will take practicing forgiveness and reconciliation as an act of tangible love, even and especially where it doesn’t make sense according to the world. When this happens invitationally, even those who thought they were completely lost to darkness already can be integrated into the healing community sourced in the Holy Spirit sent by Jesus Christ. Not only integrated, but becoming part of His living and ongoing invitation to all others to come and be soaked in the healing realities of Father, Spirit, and Son. That sure sounds like a great commission…(pun intended).