Posted in Different Moments, Different Scriptures, Uncategorized

swimming in it.

Recently, we were able to take one of our daughters to the zoo. Never mind the tears threatening to well up when I remember all the trips to zoos when they were little, filled with awe and wonder. I remember the gasps, the giggles, and the excitement of getting an animal to look your way or respond to any noise you make. I confess, I’m still that kid. The glances I share with my wife and daughters at the zoo tell me they’ve still got that kid within them as well.

It’s easy to experience the wonder and grace of nature when watching an animal swim deep underwater. Gazing through thick glass that somehow holds back an entire environment from crashing through, it’s inspiring to watch their eyes close in what feels like delight as their body does what it was made so naturally to do. Smooth bodies sailing through cosmic flows of H20 with little resistance to hinder, as if one flipper can send them soaring to distant oceans (were it not for the size of their tank).

In such a moment, it strikes me as an apropos reminder of our local church (yours too – really any local church where the Spirit of Jesus is present) in our best moments. Here is an environment where a New Creation (see 2 Cor. 5:17) can swim undaunted through waters of loving and being loved, forgiving as a knee-jerk reaction, seeing all that happens in the context of His glory. We gather each week, soaring through baptism waters of Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. It’s inspiring to look around, seeing one another do what we (as New Creations) were re-made so supernaturally to do. Worshiping and loving with little resistance to hinder, as if one raised hand or “Amen” can send us soaring to new experiences of the Kingdom of Jesus (or at least to meet Him at the altar).

Have you seen that same seal as it unceremoniously flops out of the water onto dry land? It scoots as best it can across the hard ground, obviously struggling to accomplish what it needs until it can, in sweet relief, flop back into the water – once again transformed into the graceful creature we love to observe.

Some of us feel the same way as we leave the sanctuary each Sunday around noon (hopefully in time for _______). The ease of movement in His Spirit falls quickly away, and we find ourselves scooting uncomfortably across the pavement, with our journey seeming about as natural as….well, a seal out of water. Forgiveness scrapes our hides. Hurry dries our eyes. Anxiety chafes our once baptism-moist skin cells, and we bark at one another until we can drop off the edge and into the waters once more.

Some of us can’t make it to next Sunday, so we’ll join on Wednesdays. Some of us can’t even make it until then, so we have been thankful to discover our ability to swim through pools of personal times in prayer and devotion.

But what if?

What if becoming a follower of Jesus, and receiving new life by His Holy Spirit, was about discovering God’s Kingdom now flooding all of time and space? What if we were those who could love unhindered by what previously held us back? What if one moment of prayer could supernaturally propel us into New Creation experiences of His presence and peace? What if we could rest in His Holiness, safe and securely attached in our identity as His beloved, rather than attempting to attain/prove/or defend success by our own efforts? What if we joined on Sundays, Wednesdays, and even in our personal moments – not desperately parched – but gratefully aware of His continuously available presence and love?

I’m guessing we’d want to close our eyes and smile a bit. Or open them wider in wonder. (Thankfully, I’m guessing we’d have the little clear eye-flappy thing to protect our eyes so they could stay open.)

Posted in Spoken Word

a mid-Lent poem

several weeks now we’ve journeyed
deeper into a new “Lent”
a moment of pause seems appropriate
to survey the time we have spent

you may have been fasting from something
to separate wanting from need
examining our own dependence
vs. asking Jesus to intercede

it may be that you have added
a practice to deepen devotion
discovering new depths of Divine Love
like moving from pool to the ocean

but perhaps you may have forgotten
or thought such a practice for others
you wonder if there is still time to know
new practice or freedom from druthers

there are still three weeks left ’til Easter
each morning a fresh invitation
to invite His Spirit to soften our hearts
and offer us New liberation

will you invite new freedom from worry?
will you allow His peace to arrive?
will you attune to the depths of His Love,
released from all burden to strive?

God meets you even in this moment
As your heart considers the odds
This season can prepare your heart to be Loved
As we pause to remove all facades

Posted in Different Moments, Different Scriptures, Different Thoughts, Uncategorized

memories.

There’s one from the Mercantile in Oklahoma. We went there as a family in the middle of winter, on our way to speak at a church in Kansas. We were raising funds and prayers as we became missionaries to Hungary. The church didn’t offer any financial support, but they did take us out for Mexican food. We were thankful we worked in a fun family side trip to see “The Pioneer Woman”, because otherwise that trip would have felt a bit disappointing. We trusted God and traveled anywhere someone would invite us to speak. He provided, and we were thankful to go and minister in Hungary as long as He had us there.

There’s another from “Wheel of Fortune”, as I was a contestant on the show in 2007. You should definitely go if you ever get the chance; it’s worth it. When I graduated from college, I hadn’t only learned Greek. I’d also learned how to use a credit card. The habit cost us deeply in our first years of marriage, and 5 years later, in 2007, we were spinning our wheels in mud trying to pay it off. I went on the show and won just enough to pay off the credit cards (and buy a dishwasher). We were thankful that I also won a trip to Vegas and a trip to Hawaii. We will always be thankful for how God used this show. Without it, we wouldn’t have been able to afford adopting our daughter or living as missionaries for a season. Don’t go into debt on purpose, but always know God’s resources are way beyond what we may ever expect.

There’s a purple ornament from Olivet Nazarene University. I remember going to ONU when I was a high schooler to compete in “talent competitions” called “Celebrate Life”. I didn’t appreciate it much at the time, beyond a great social event, but God was offering me a vision of the extended family a connectional church provides beyond the borders of cities, states, or even countries. Olivet ended up being where Sarah and I dated and began living as a married couple, and where our oldest daughter attends even now. It became my first “home away from home”, a respite from rough seasons of life, and a source of family in so many healing ways. I know no institution run by human beings is going to be without faults, but we really are thankful for ONU and the ways it continues to bear fruit.

There’s a picture ornament with photos of our family in Paris. More than just a “fun vacation” we took on Sarah’s birthday, we had no idea the precipice the world was on during those days. We were based in Hungary as Free Methodist missionaries, but flew (European flights between countries are very cheap sometimes!) from nearby Vienna to Paris for a few days. While we were in Paris, the world closed its borders in response to the growing pandemic. We made it back to Vienna, but were pretty much “smuggled” back into Hungary past army tents where foreigners were being detained. I’ll never forget our driver pulling over to call his wife and tell her what he was about to try and do…not knowing what would happen to any of us. We were so thankful to finally get “home”. Thus began a season of ministry overseas that would continue to both test and shape our family’s trust in the God we’d felt called by and sent to serve.

There are many more ornaments, from each of our lives as individuals, as well as family moments we remember together. As we decorate the tree each year, we don’t stop to tell all the stories, as that would take forever. But we’re blessed to pause here and there, as someone in the family says, “Hey, remember this?”

God has been good. God is good. The promise of this season of Advent is that God will be good also. We can trust in Him, not only because we have no other option. We are blessed to be able to place our trust in our God, who has revealed Himself as a loving Father. He invites us today, no matter what our experiences have been in the past, into a renewed experience of walking in loving attachment and being attuned to His face, which lights up with joy as we turn toward Him.

I look forward to all the ways we will remember these current moments in our walk…as we hang ornaments commemorating what God will do this next year.