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feedin’ goats.

A couple weeks ago I decided to give up my Facebook. (kinda)

Yes, if you look around you’ll find a youth ministry page I’ve set up, where I can post statuses, ministry updates, and stay connected with people I know through official ministry connections.  I may even end up in a picture from time to time.

But as for my personal page, it was time to let go.  I’m not saying it’s for everyone – but for me, it’s been a great move.

In Matthew 25:31-46, Jesus gives us a great story about what happens when He’s around.  Things are brought into the light, and seen for what they truly are.  In the case noted, people who claimed they live for Jesus are seen as a different group from those who actually live for Him.  Things that advertise their inherent “goodness” or separated from those things that are actually Good.

I think that many of us “feed the goats” in our lives on a regular basis, simply because they’re hungry little things, and often so darn cute/persistent.  You see, Facebook wasn’t evil.  It never showed up on my doorstep, secretly plotting to subvert the health of my life.  But as seen in the picture here, goats can often force the truly important things, such as my own children and family, to the background.

This happened in the form of always being “on”, even simply in the background of my mind.  I’m the kind of person who checks the mail on the way into the house, even if it’s been brought in already.  Having e-mail is hard enough.  I’d get a “fix” every time I had opportunity to click the little red notification of a new comment, like, or message.

I’m a relational “Type A” personality.  I love to be social, and usually that’s been tempered by the fact that I have “downtime” on a regular basis.  But thanks to the book of faces, I had access to connect with others at any time of day or night.  Time that, even though I don’t always claim it, I need once in while to myself to stay balanced.

Maybe the goats take different forms in your life.  My wife can wrangle Facebook down and hogtie it just fine.  What else might it be?  Perhaps it’s a hobby, a habit, or a routine part of your day.  Sometimes it’s outright unhealthy.  But other times, it’s just a hungry persistent “thing” that pops up on a regular basis, taking away something or claiming an undeserved spot among the things we value.

Whatever it may be, may God be with you as you choose purposefully to stop feeding the goats this week…and may you find yourself with a bit more to offer those things that have purpose in the Kingdom as a result…

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Adoption Update: rams and hope.

We’d set our first financial goal, and knew how we would get there.  We had some things of value we would sell, things that we actually had to “work towards” selling, because of what we thought they meant to us.  But over time and prayer, we realized the value of passing on the testimony of living without them to our daughters….was more valuable.  We prayed, thanking God for helping us realize we were strong enough to make this sacrifice.  It would all be worth it, because it would begin our journey toward receiving our child.  That was the plan, at least.

As it turns out, our “things” are not quite as valuable as we assumed.  Hardly worth letting go of, for the amount offered.  It was quite a blow, not so much because our possessions were devalued – but because in an instant we had to come to grips with our adoption not beginning yet.

In scripture, we hear the story of Abraham being called to sacrifice his son, Isaac.  The sacrifice we were making is no where near this extent, but in our prayers – we felt a connection.  We felt like God had stilled our hands raised high, knife-clutched.  Now, I reminded my wife, we simply need to look over into the bushes.  God will provide the sacrifice on our behalf.  (swallow the lump, try to believe what I just said)

As it turns out, he has.

It turned out, our first financial goal was a bit higher than it needed to be.  The first payment required was closer to $1,200 to begin the application, and schedule our home-study.  So, looking into the bushes, we moved toward our first official “fund-raiser” – a garage sale.  Three days to get rid of stuff, simplify our home, and raise a few bucks.

By the end of our garage sale, and after receiving donations of some incredible family members (one of whom also did a garage sale on our behalf – woot!), we’d raised the $1,200 exactly.  Having done garage sales before – I’ll tell you, God was with us on this one.  We’ve never had this much foot-traffic, especially on Saturday itself.

The bills aren’t all paid, and we still have quite a few large payments on the horizon….but we continue to pray, and be thankful as God provides the rams.  We mailed out our application just a couple days ago, and will begin with some “Adoption Training” next week.  Our home-study will begin soon, and we’re looking forward to what God may yet have in store for us….thank YOU for your prayers…

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take your kids to worship?

When is the last time you worshiped with your children?

If you’re like me, when you read that question you immediately think about the last time you sang songs with your kids.  Maybe even the last time you danced around the living room in an impromptu session of “Father Abraham”.  Quite possibly, thoughts about young children in worship services were brought to mind.  You may be a fan of children going to separate “children’s church” services.  Maybe you would rather families worship together, and if you have a problem with my squirmy 3 year old, or colicky baby, deal with it. 🙂

Last week, I was with a group of pastors when we were reminded of Exodus 9:1, and the story of Moses being called by God to free His people from Egypt.  Imagine me and my daughters, or a group of teens, singing with lots of energy, “Pharaoh Pharaoh, Oooooh baby let my people go, HOOUGH!, Yeah yeah yeah!!” (kids song).  But for all the focus on freedom, we forget a bit of the verse.  They’re not simply freed for the sake of being free:

“Then the LORD said to Moses, “Go to Pharaoh and say to him, ‘This is what the LORD, the God of the Hebrews, says: “Let my people go, so that they may worship me.” Exodus 9:1

We don’t know a ton of specifics about the living conditions of ancient Egyptian slaves, but we can assume God wasn’t simply hoping to let his people sing a song or two.  It probably wasn’t just a call to allow them to pray in a public place.  Here are a few things we do know:

1. They were not free.  They were bound, and more than just literally.  They were forced to accomplish the projects and desires of their masters.  A life of worship involves not only general freedom, but the freedom to create as well.

2. Their time was consumed by serving the culture and people/masters in power/influence.  A life of worship involves a “loosening” of time and commitments, allowing space for new and unplanned things to occur.

3. They were often treated/related to as a number of “things owned”.  A life of worship involves a gathering of unique individuals, each allowed and called to exist and respond to God together.  Such a life listens to the quiet voices, gives strength to the weak, and values all.

4. They served a society built on foundations of injustice.  A life of worship involves bringing justice, as defined by God’s redemptive order – not man’s.  This life proclaims by it’s very nature, the worthiness of God, and the beauty/good-ness of His creation.

What we usually mean by worship, (singing), would probably have been allowed as a slave in ancient Egypt, even if it had to be done in the privacy of their own living area.  (In fact, I have proof on my VHS copy of “Prince of Egypt” as all the slaves were singing together.)

But as we see in God’s desire for His people, the conditions they lived in were not allowing them to experience True worship.  Why would we settle for the kind of worship possible as slaves in Egypt?

We’ve been set free, and it’s time for us to lead our children in becoming worshipers…by involving our selves and our families in the kind of worship God set His people free toward…:)